Thanksgiving was hard and amazing at the same time. The food and the company were amazing. The fact that it was my first Thanksgiving without my mom was hard. But I decided to dedicate the day to her, make it as great as she would have liked it. Today I just threw together an easy pasta dish for dinner, I’m eating leftover turkey for dinner tomorrow. If I’m in the mood for a snack later, I’ll make a turkey sandwich as well. I haven’t been writing much lately, but I’m going to get back to it soon. This whole economic issue is tearing me apart, and if I don’t get into the government program thing I lose all my income and I could risk ending up on the street. Hopefully, that will not happen, but I don’t know for sure if it comes to that or not. I have sent my application for the government program, and I have to send them a few other pages of papers before they can give me an answer and I’m going to send them on Monday morning. The doctors told me it shouldn’t be a problem getting into the program, but I’m still scared that I won’t get approved. The whole thing is over the moon complicated and I don’t know what to do. All I can do at this point is to wait, write, take one day at a time and hope for the best I guess. They say when life gives you lemons you gotta make lemonade, but in this case, life is giving me rocks I haven’t figured out how to use’em yet. One problem solved and ten thousand more arrives on your doorstep. But no matter what happens I will do my best to be alright. I will never give up, I will always keep fighting and even when I fall way down the drain I will always climb my way back up again. Life is messy, it’s complicated and it’s far from fair but you gotta do your best with what you have been given.
This was a small, wired and who knows what update from my side of the kitchen. I’m sure I’ve posted something similar a few days ago, but this is what my life is all about at this point. I will be back on track soon but today, the day after Thanksgiving my life is complicated.
Thanks for reading and thanks for understanding.