So, I haven’t posted since 1985 by the looks of it. I’ve been struggling to deal with everything that happened in November with my mom. I’ve used the ” wrap it in a box and shove it to the back of my head” kind off technique but now I’m trying to talk about it with my friends instead. Something I’m not that comfortable doing, because I feel like a complete and utter fool. Talking about what happen is important to be able to move on, and I get that but it’s still very out of my comfort-zone and I do feel like more of a burden than anything else. I feel like I’m this sad person and I feel like everyone is thinking ” Jeez, get over it already. ” But I know that might not be the case but it feels like I’m bothering my friends by talking about it. So I was ordered to call or text my friends ( one of them, not all of them.) when I had nightmares or flashbacks. Then I did it once or twice, then I started to get the feeling that I was in the pain in the ass, even though I’d talked to my friend prior to telling her about my flashbacks etc and she was totally fine with it. but I still got this feeling that I’m a burden. I’m not the type of person who normally feels like I’m bothering anyone when talking to them but I guess I feel this way now because it’s way out of my comfort zone. But one day at a time and stay focused on my goals, do what I love and take it from there.
I just wanted to write a post explaining why I haven’t been posting anything lately and letting you know that I’m back. I’ve had a really hard time getting back to doing the things I love like writing and blogging and cooking. I have been working on a book project on my good days. But today I suddenly realized something very important, my mom would have wanted me to continue doing the things I love and she loved my stories and she loved to read by blog Hetty’s home kitchen every single day. So I’m getting back into the world of food and memories and I officially a 100% back on Hetty’s home kitchen and I’m super excited about it. Starting tomorrow a new week will begin and a new post like always will be posted here tomorrow. If there isn’t a recipe there will still always be a post about food and about life in the kitchen where memories and good food are made.
Thank you all for always reading and following me, a big thanks to all of you for always inspiring me to keep blogging and for believing in me.
I hope all of you are having an amazing Sunday so far and I hope to see y’all back here tomorrow for a new post.