It’s been one of those days where you get time to reflect on life. I woke up later than normal today, I had no expectation what so ever how this day where going to go. The first thing I did was stumble into the bathroom to do my daily face-wahs-rutine. Then I went back to bed, where I got the biggest hug ever from my best friend. I really needed that today. Then we had a nice breakfast, scrambled eggs and all. ( A recipe that will be out on Tuesday.) We than went for a long walk with the dogs, and I have to say even though it’s getting colder by the day outside, I really love the fall weather. I get to wear my warm winterboots again and I get to wear my winter coat. Something I’ve actually missed this summer. I have more fall/winter related clothes than summer clothing. But I still love all the seasons, but I have to say that there is something a little exctra magical about the fall and winter season — truth be told.
Well, I’m stumbeling through the days of October, leading up to the month of November. It’s getting harder by the day, sleeping is over rated, but I haven’t lost my appetite so I eat, go for walks with the dogs, write, read, and repeat. I do sleep but it’s not for long and if I go to bed around 10 p.m I would probobly not be able to sleep until like 4 a.m or something. But I’ve talked to my doctor about this, so I’m sure we’ll work something out. All I want to do is stay home, go for walks with the dogs, write, consentrate on my book writing, blogging and the dogs. But I have a few things I need to do before next year, so I need to go out to be with friends from time to time. But it something I don’t really prefer. I put on a smile and go out and have fun but on the inside I’m in Pj’s wanting to binge watch old TV shows on netflix. But I’m starting to realize that sometimes I have to do what’s best for me and currently that’s being at home focusing on what’s important in my life, the dogs, my writing and my blogging. Everything else is on hold.
I started planning next weeks blog post today and I’m excited about next week already, even though it’s super sad that my best friend is going back home on Monday morning. But he will be back for New Years eve to celebrate with me and the dogs, and that I’m super happy about. We’re going to make a day out of it, make something great for dinner, and maybe buy some fireworks or something. Eitherway, I’m happy he will be back in time for the New Year to come. Another year is gone, faster than I could blink. I can’t beilive where this year have gone. I’ve traveled quite a lot this year, next year I have no idea where I might be going or what is going to happen. But I guess that’s a good thing, not knwoing what’s going to happen next year. I know that I will have to move, other than that I have no idea what’s going to happen. I guess it’s a good thing because if we knew all the bad things that would happen to us in a year before it even started we wouldn’t do anything other than worry, be sceard and sad for what’s about to come.
When we don’t know, we’re forced to deal with any situation we’re given. And somehow, someway we make it work. Becuase we don’t have the time to overthink it, we simply have to do the best we can with the cards e are dealt.
The bad makes us stronger, the good makes us happy and everything in between is apart of shaping us into who we are. That sounded way better in my head than it did on writing. Oh well. You know what I mean. The coffee must have stopped working for today.
This was a deeper post than I first thought. But kitchen confessions are apart of the kitchen as well as the cooking.
I hope all of you are having an amazing Friday and I hope to see all of you back here tomorrow for a new post. Tomorrow I’m baking Buns with Vanilla cream and It’s going to be so much fun, I hope you’ll be here to read about my Saturday baking fun.
Signing off the kitchen for today.