I feel like I currently live in a cardboard box, and totally and utterly chaotic. I barely get any time to write at all, I feel like all I’m doing is wrapping up my apartment, and desperately washing clothes in order to have no laundry what so ever when I’m moving in less than two weeks. I sleep, pack, do laundry repeat. I feel like there is no end to the chaos. I know everyone says it will get better when I’m all settled in and stuff, but I feel like I’m losing control. I have little to NO energy what so ever, and on top of everything else, sleeping and packing and repeating I have my two days of weekly treatments, and I feel like my life once again is turned upside down, and now I’m in the middle of a war with the cardboard boxes, trying to get everything in order, while it feels like – the more I pack the more chaotic it becomes. On top of all of this, I have to eat, something that is a rather difficult thing to do lately. I feel like I’m not hungry and that I don’t have time to eat in the first place. I do eat, so don’t worry, but I’m just not hungry.
Just a little outburst form my side of the cardboard box today, It’s only 9 p.m but I’m going to bed, because I’m exhausted, drained of energy and all I want to do is to sleep, maybe read a book before turning off the lights.
I will be back tomorrow with a new post. Until then .. I’m logging off from the world for today. I hope all of you are having an amazing Wednesday and I hope to see y’all back here tomorrow for a new post. 🙂